being abit too sentimental...

Saturday, July 28, 2007

haha block test 2 was just over not too long ago and prelims is coming in 4 and a half weeks time.
these two years have passed really fast. yesterday i was thinking abt how many more times can we(the geog ppl) sit at the class bench tgt, waiting for physics ppl on a friday. yes yes abit drama but we all cant deny it's a matter of time that that simple act will become a memory of the past and will never happen again in our lives. what with
lessons stopping and study break beginning. that's also when the loneliness begins. cant really want to visualize myself surrounded by all my notes and tutorials and mugging silently for weeks. we dont even have to go to sch. so we dont see each other. only company is notes omg. so this is how it is before a major examination?
the other week the teachers were telling us about grad day. (sorry i'm suppose to tell the class but i havent >.<) it's this day when the j2s come back and attend the graduation ceremony. it marks the official end of jc for us. so we are suppose to go on stage (everyone) and receive a cert that says smth like xyz has graduated from hci in 2007. a boring event but a closure nonetheless. attire is white shirt/blouse and black pants/skirt. mrs chin was saying how we came into this sch with a loud bang (orientation) and leaving quietly (studying, taking the exams and leaving). haha so i think it's quite gd. and another chance for us to see our friends again yay! though it's for such a sad reason.

wow i suddenly feel quite old. 4th time graduating! and will no longer be a student in uniform. i'll certainly miss all the mindless times we wander lesson to lesson, following timetables, receiving nice lecture notes with everything we need and going recess together as a class. or lunching after school. haha all the things we took for granted, all
the things we grumble about, there'll come a day when we start to miss them. i used to think such is an effect of relativity. chanel handbags i think i still do. when compared to the present, if the past seemed more simple, more happy, we would of course look back fondly into the past. it's like how i grumble when i do tuts and in face of exams or tests i wish i had to do tuts instead of studying. ok irrelevant.
i just hope the remaining days in sch would be smth nice to look back on (:
btw, it's raining all these days. adds a note of meloncholy to everything. but hope everyone has something warm and cheery to hold on to in the midst of this constant chill and gloom. yupyup (:

shan posted at 2:48 pm